it's rainy day.

its amazing how weather can affect our mood. sometimes, when its sunny, i need anything else, only sun, to feel happy, but when it's rainy i really feel like shit, like today.
its 17 of december, but here not snow, here is only dark skies and rain. i can't tell how much i want a snow. is it Christmas without snow? i think that no. i miss this celebration mood. when its snowy i feel lighter, gentler, brighter like this snow outside.
but today i realy feel in not my mood. this is last serious day in school, because tomorrow all semester grades shall be evicted. i have to be happy, but i feel angry, sad and of all confused, because yesterday i had disagreement with my best friend and today quarreled with my boyfriend.
i hope that tomorrow everything will be okay, but now its time for "Sex and the city", tea and mandarins.

photo from last december.