Christmas time

Finally i'm back at home and Christmas is spent, maybe not that good as possible, but comparatively good.
Christmas eve i spent with my mom, grandmother and mom's new boyfriend. everything was good: a lot of food, presents, nice atmosphere, until i known that my boyfriend Christmas eve are spending alone. so i went to my boyfriends place and brought him some piece of cake and champagne bottle.
In first Christmas day with my boyfriend we had to go visit his family friends in Vecmilgrāvis, but we chose to stay home, and spent in bet all day long, definitely best day, because most of all i like to sleep and eat, haha :D
Last Christmas day i spent with my lovely girls at Agates and Sintijas place, unfortunately not in the usual composition. girls took care of a delicious dinner, in the end food was too much, because all night i had stomach ache. nevertheless, the evening was very nice, we served the gifts. Agate presented a very nice gift- light lanterns, we wrote to them a renewed commitment and later let a light lanterns in the air, it was wonderful.
Yesterday was my 18 birthday. I will be celebrating it with my fiends next friday, but yesterday i spent it with my boyfriend, othing special, films, food, lying in the bed. but in the evening some of my girls made ​​a surprise for me- Sintija and Agate came to my boyfriends place with champagne, chocolate and of course, with pink flower, which already is a tradition. it was very nice and unexpected.
Christmas is spent, and today i'm waiting my godparents and my little cousins for coming to visit me.
Hope you all spent good Christmas time.

Wrapping gifts with my little cousin.

Letting light lanterns in the air.

Traditional birthday present(pink flower) from my girls.

it's rainy day.

its amazing how weather can affect our mood. sometimes, when its sunny, i need anything else, only sun, to feel happy, but when it's rainy i really feel like shit, like today.
its 17 of december, but here not snow, here is only dark skies and rain. i can't tell how much i want a snow. is it Christmas without snow? i think that no. i miss this celebration mood. when its snowy i feel lighter, gentler, brighter like this snow outside.
but today i realy feel in not my mood. this is last serious day in school, because tomorrow all semester grades shall be evicted. i have to be happy, but i feel angry, sad and of all confused, because yesterday i had disagreement with my best friend and today quarreled with my boyfriend.
i hope that tomorrow everything will be okay, but now its time for "Sex and the city", tea and mandarins.

photo from last december. 

first again

hello! :)
i already had many blogs in tumblr and also here, but all attempts was unsuccessful, because after a few posts, i deleted my profiles, but now again i want record all my thoughts, notes and ideas to to read them latter again and again. when i tell someone my problems or tell all my adventures, i feel airy and released. so i think that this blog will serve me for long.
and now a little bit about me again. i'm from Latvia, almost 18 years old girl (after 10 days i'll celebrate my 18 birthday).
and sorry if my english is not so goog, but i'll try.